NightmareCortege

It's been a long time since I've even thought about this site. It's strange coming here and seeing how drastically different things seem after a hiatus. I don't know if this is merely a visit or if I'll become a regular member of Devi once more.. Seeing as it's pretty late/early right now I'll cut this short and perhaps return later. <3 And here I am writing like any of you still check up on me or care. ;p

Discussing a girl one of my guy friends is crazy about but she's dating someone back where she's from and yet she continues to drag him round.. Spake: would you talk with her... Me: Bout? Spake: Idk... Anything... Me: What do you mean? If your talking bout the way she acts towards you I honestly can't help you there... I mean she's a totally different species of female than me Spake: Yea... Me: If I were to talk to her bout that she probably wouldn't be my friend anymore because I don't know how to be nice about it. Spake: Eh... Nvm then. I'm sure she has her reasons... Besides I deserve it Me: No you don't. You deserve better than th

I miss home.. I get to go home finally in 4 days and time seems to be dragging. I need a break from all this military crap and from staying in a bay with 50+ bitchy females. I can't stand all the drama and ridiculous fights. I'm quiet as hell in here. I avoid messing with anyone. I mainly chill with guys because it's so much simpler. My fiance and I are no longer together. I broke up with him Veteran's day because he barely wrote me while I was in basic even though he promised to write me everyday and then after not hearing from him for a month and being here for 2 weeks I get a phone call and he acts like everythings okay and like he has no